Dis /-integration process.

Disintegration process.

Disintegration is a universal phenomena, although every proccess is
individual Ive chosen to externalize it.

Disintegration process.
When thoughts are appearing less correlative, thought discontinuity,
thought loss, memory loss, mind loss, when thoughts can not be-come.

When words are appearing less correlative, or inexpressable, at times
like ´baby talk´ or, matching in ´wrong´ ways as was intended or
spontaneously, I spare you some of the ´looney´ details, like ´reversals´
into before becoming ´this self´.
Internal, external speech, and realization without thought processing.

I am not interested in in looking at anything, but of nature, like trees,
crystals, the ocean, plants, (and cat), always preferred blank walls anyway,
as opposed to seeing fancy images (manmade), although all the other
stuff, when i go out, and curtains and floors, its not really there anyway,
I like blank walls, I prefer some illusory manifestations over others then.

On another level, I have no preference, I just see . . . without really seeing
what I look at.

Evia Island,Greece.

I dont hear any thoughts, I am not aware of thoughts, I hear speaking,
I speak inside or to others outside, or to my higher self, or my higher
self speaking directly using the speech organ. Words still appear less
correaltive or spontaneously matching in ´wrong´ ways when I speak,
or inexpressable.

The  body rejects most fruit and veggies, except a few, and organic coconut
water, the ingestion effect breath causing difficulty to breathe, hyper allergenic
reactions and nausea, thin coffeee with coconutmilk help with nausea.

I feel very energized and fiery, except for periods with total  exhaustion requiring
withdrawl and deep rest.

I seem to have lost the mind. I dont miss it.
Emptiness and fullness, its mind, what is there then without .. . .life,
life energy, . . . . a ´higher self´ . . . . . . an ´I´ .
People have glorified mind, made it g_d, or been its pleasure /pain slaves,
also to self created materiality bonding (the devil metaphor).
I never liked this ´imposed contsruct´ .
I don´t what I say really in the way, I am not thinking about it, excuse me
any . . . . ( i dont know what ). I still feel duality in the astral body.

I do not advocate for any form of ´enlightenment´. I dont agree with the
idea of ´enlightenment´ , or as something ´to reach or become´ . I agree
with true higher self connection with the physical body and ´removing
whats stands in between´.

Radiance or illumination can be natural effect of bringing in the higher self,
or bringing in the higher light, a light that can pervade the lower bodies
incl the physical.

Re the Mind, and Hypnosis selfimposed or otherwise ´ Mind Controlled´.
Ive seen people sit in ´slow motion hypnoticed mindstates´ saying
´all the right spiritual things´ according to dogma, but no life, no fire,
no spontanity . . . . . . artificial like.

The body reject more fruit or leafy green, in this ´disintegration proccess´
unbearable bodily feeling entering the bloodstream hyper allergenic, only
pure organic coconut water.

organic pure coconut water.

I feel like deleting everything Ive ever written, all into dissolution, all
words, all attachments, eliminate or converge in to a ´more pure and
true state´, my way of being is knowing or not knowing, no belief , anything
I may be wrong about, ill discard any day, or correct to a ´more true knowing´
ie progressevive, successive revelation. ____ I look at words right now on a
computer screen they are all meaningless to me, I cant relate to them, I can
laugh at it though, the meaningless.

The instinctual survival mechanism and it ways are unusual clear to feel, see.

I am ´too´ righteous for many people, not sorry about that, came into this body,
life like that.
self-righteousness though is tainted with shadow self, is something to be aware of.

I feel unwell on coconut water also, words are lost from speech.
Timeloss, memoryloss.

As the angel of death came nearer,
clarity and truth prevailed,
know that you are loved, the angel said,
before the life was lost in its radiant aura.

Desire can burn it self out, desire for food can burn itself out, hunger is
physiological in the traditional sense. Synchronistic with the hyper allergy
and unwellness with more fruit, veggie and even the coconut water.

In another perspective re how polarity express in many ways, hunger and thirst can be
seen as two expressions of desire ; hunger can be seen as masculine, and thirst as
feminine, when the yogi, soul or higher self control these impulses, and stand in
balanced equilibrium between the pair of opposites in the astral body/plane, the energy
behind the sacral center, can be transferred upwards to the throat, higher creational point.
# raya yoga,

All desire can be converted inward towards union with the higher self or g_d.

My Father also spoke against the UN and other corrupted ways and corrupted
democracies of the west, he also spoke against communism, the Cia tried to
destroy us both. His seed of creation in my body and blood soon will dissipate,
the last goodbye, ´my own´ creation to be, I love you father, last time I call you this,
on the higher level you are not that anyway.

Returning to full organic Coconut Water fast again 12 days +, and a little
Acai berry power the first days, after a shorter bodily accaeptable period of
advocado /cucumber water, that has ended,
praying for eventual full internal nourishment to take over.
The body rejects outer food again, greens, veggies in this inner proccess, hyper allergy
entering the boodstream, and nausea also coconut water nausea, though better

Conclusively for now after 1,5 month, progressingly more ´higher self integration´ and
how it effects the whole bodily system and organs not compatible with having food into
the system from the outside. Felt pain in the heart from cocowater, water gives nausea too.

What happens if all the control mechanisms and fears of the personality
(lower self ego) comes to an end, a death would occur, some people
´fight death´, others simply let go.

I differentiate between lower self personality ego, and higher self I.
Ie. also higher self integration as the lower self comes to an end.


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Coincidences and Synchronicites.

Coincidences and Synchronicites.

Not all coincidences are co-incidences, some are synchronicites.
Can synchronicites be good or bad, is there light patterns, dark patterns
the latter could also be seen as (´leading to´ ) upward spiral, downward
spiral or loops. Being centered or being centered at will, its all observable,
neither good or bad, more neutral, or isness, liberatedness, depending on
the one who intuitively intepretates, and read the ´signs´, can be giving for
healing and self-awareness either way. Wrong deductions and incorrect
reasoning can create errors in the subconsciousness and distort further
registrations, conclusions and conscious thought until corrected.

To the idea of patterns ( light /dark ), on one level can also be added
´attractive forces´ .

Chaos, orders, patterns, systems, does coincidences exist at all ?


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Death is not real, like the lucid dream. Coronation on the throne of g_d.

The Higher Self – And The Throne Between The Eyes ;
The original ´Soul Seat´ before i.e the planetary Atlantean fall, where after
generally speaking the personality became solar plexus polarised.
´The great collective fall ´ . . . . . post Atlantean times.
The ´upward journey´ . . . .back to the original ´ Soul Seat ´..
The Higher Self – And The Throne Between The Eyes,
& the heart bridge .

The Seat of the Soul = 838 Time to reclaim the throne = 838
Sun sun merging = 838 Resurrection of life = 838 Immortalized = 838

– Elena

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What can Liberation of thought mean ?

What can liberation of thought mean ?

A freeness to use or not use the thought matter substance or thought fire.
That the senses does not control thought.
That loop patterings, systemic patterings, habitual patterns does not control thought.
That instinct, memory ( real/ or implants individual or collective) and desire does not control thought.
That astral parasites or machine techs does not have influence.
That culture, propaganda, newsmedia, dogma, religion, mk ( mindcontrol / mku ) etc does not control thought.
That . . . .

The ´higher self´ ideally is the one to use/ control thought.

Peace between thoughts,
Peace between breaths.

– Elena

What is a liberated thought without a liberated body, a non attached / unbound body.
the word or thought become flesh.

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The nightly heaven of cosmos are full of stars tonight,
New heaven and new earth,
Within, appearing before dawn the hidden secret.

The nightly heaven of cosmos are full of stars tonight = 2888
New heaven and new earth = 2888
Within, appearing before dawn the hidden secret = 2888 , Gematria

The Sea is no more, the Heaven is no more, the world is no more et cetera,
maybe there was a new sea,or a new heaven or new world / body, or a new
sound appearing,or it was all gone, into disssolution.
The sound was no more, the pure idea was no more .
The thought was nore more,dissolved or a new was created from fire.

Issness The Sea is a Sea of Light, in the dark of Night of radiating Stars.

Inheritance of what has already been created, or attained or further is in present creation.

Creational Inheritance

Inheritance of what has already been created, or attained
or further is in present creation.

Preserve, held pure or purified, consistency, regenerate, illuminate, or

Corrupt, debase, inconsistency, degenerate, darken ;

Blood, genes, soul, atoms, cells, organs, centers, lines /lineages, groups,
systems ;

Evolutionary or devolutionary speaking.

Centers ; meant both as physical, metaphysical, bodily, planetary and universal.

In fact more than ´Centers ´of the aforementioned, can be understood physical,
metaphysical, bodily, planetary or universal.

Spirit ; matter vibrating at its highest and vice versa.

Rhythm (or hamony / light), activity (or mobility ), inertia (or darkness,
ignorance, sloth etc .) .


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Pure Consciousness and phenomenal experience.

Pure consciousness and phenomenal experience.

I speak quite much of healing plants and herbs and etc, which have beautiful and true healing abilities in the perceived or observed world /body/ bodies of phenomenal experience. As well there are internal subtle healing catalysts like kundalini energy, which also belong to the world(s) of phenomena, like ´ activated dna ´ do. The pure consciousness however is unaffected. By discernment many ´ differentiations or layers of consciousness ´ can be made as well differentiations of life energy and of light and dark ; In regards of consciousness I speak here of the one pure in the way, that if trying to purify ít, it would just taint ít except that it can not be tainted, but illustrative speaking, neither can it be affected by stimuli or stimulants.


Illusory Stars on the Veil of Maya, yet beautiful,

like the illusory reflections or projections of suns on the heavens.   I think if we only see /comprehend the physical aspects  without knowledge or realization of their ´ spiritual ´ origin or the ´sphere from where projected ´ into ´objective manifestation´,  then our comprehension is ´ maya ´ too ;  if we don’t see through the ´ illusory magic ´ of glittering stars,  the radiant physical rays of the celestial sun body, astrology esoteric and exoteric  etc. When worlds or bodies lower or higher goes into dissolution when the spirit or life withdraws, they would seem real while appearing and unreal when gone.

When the personality I (lower ego) and the Higher Self I,  is withdrawn, . . . withdrawl ´into dissolution´, all ´that´ is no more,upon return it appears again . . . upon return the world appears again, it is again . . . . it is again in its ´illusory appearence´ and ´illusory magic´ . Although the will to withdrawl can be greater than the will to be-come
again (in this world )
– Elena


NB ;  The way I see it ´phenomenas´ can appear and disappear on more than the physical plane . I.e astral, etheric and mental plane.


Star Gif Link  https://78.media.tumblr.com/c2c4dbdaebd0c6f45a84736480495edd/tumblr_p2fpvuUjNH1sb5osho1_540.gif?fbclid=IwAR0stoVy3cRc04RzWRaARHXd_moKJdmA4Jn2EQmcaxGJA9R3kpfkEmg3ciA


Circularity  Gif  Link.


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